Sigh, Nuffnang forgot to sign the cheque they sent me. I'm okay with mailing them back the necessary documents but I'm not okay with waiting. That is IF I would have to wait for another 1 nearing to 2 months just for a $50 cheque -_-" I managed to paint all the picture frames black last night :) with the help of some music CHEH. Did that at midnight bcos I couldn't go to bed. Watched the latest Malay drama on Suria at 9:30 and it was awesomeeee! Can't wait for the next episode heh heh.

Right now, I'm waiting for 1PM to come, before I can get ready to met Lynette and Vong. Going to Bukit Timah. I'm having a headache now from all those map reading hahaha. We've no idea what bus will bring us the the Thrift Store in Bukit Timah!! And I on the other hand, am looking for buses that will bring me to Somerset. After Thrift Store = 313@Somerset hehe ^-^v Gonna be dragging Ira with me.

Hopefully the supplier will reply my email asap. I need to refund them buyers by today before they start to #@^@#&$$!@ me. And I hate that part bcos I will feel #@^&$#@&$@# as well but I can't #%@#^ them cos "customers are always right". Right.

Love is shit.

P/S Have you watched Xiaxue's Proposal video?! Very sweet to the max. I awww-ed all the way HAHAHAHA.

Siak uh merepek pe, people who use the word fuck are people who've gotten fucked before? Wtf, totally ridiculous. I swear, ridiculous to the max. Guess who said that? My own mother :) And then she will start her "maruah" story bla3. BINGIT TO THE MAX!

People never fail to piss me off. I feel like taking a break. Next person to piss me off shall seriously get it from me. Gonna go to bed early today and then wake up early tomorrow to order spree stuffs and make new sprees.

SEE LAH, THINK TOO MUCH. My head's spinning again. Urgh.

:( Still feeling sour bout the fact that I can't send out any text messages/make any outgoing calls!!! But it's okay. On a brighter note, I managed to rest today heh heh. Was super tired from yesterday; out the whole day. Went to Airport's Post Office to get the items mailed out, got back home, cooked Spaghetti for the family (was nice btw heh), got changed and all and met Ira darling at Tampines. Accompanied her have her Mee Kuah (she's been craving for that since last week hahaha) and then we took the shuttle bus to Ikea. She bought the stuffs she wanted to get for Sasa (yeah, she still loves him but a pity.. you know what I mean) and it's really sweet luh. Sand + potpourri + letters in a glass bottle. I got myself a new mouse pad and some picture frames. Still thinking of with pictures to print out :) After Ikea, we went back to Tampines and walked around the malls in search of a dress for the X'mas party. Okay for me uh, cos Ira has already gotten hers :( I think I shall just settle on this pretty blouson top I saw at Cotton On. Macam tak biasa je Hana hahaha. Met up with ____ after that and then followed him to Geylang to settle some stuffs and had dinner at Subway. Finally, my Roasted Chicken Sub. Thanks for the treat♥ :)

AHHHHHH NOW I VERY BINGIT OKAY!!! KHAFIOSAFISAO

:( :( :( I can't send out any text messages or make any phone calls!! Mom did not pay my phone bills. She claimed she did the other time. To make things worse, my phone bill this month is $60+. Knnbcb I have to pay $140! WHERE TO FIND THAT MONEY, YOU TELL ME?! Fuck fuck fuck. I am so broke, so damn broke. I don't feel like going anywhere this month. I'm going to stay at home and clean the house and get paid by Mom for doing that. Fuck lah cb. $140. No more outgoing calls for me. NO MORE. Wah, $140.

One minute you're nice to me, and the next, puii, always picking on me. You're such a meanie. Sometimes I wonder what am I to you? But it's okay, I shall not.. think too much about it/you. It's not like as though we have that *special* thing going on between us anyway. I shall just live life to the fullest :) But I'm abit hurt HAHAHA wth Hana.

Tomorrow will be another stay home day with Mom and siblings. Ahh, how I love days like this. Feels so complete. I love my Mom so much ♥. Wednesday will be a day out with Shuuy and then Thursday to Salvation Army Thrift Store again with Net & Vong, the usualz hahaha. We're going to Bukit Timah this time round D: Abit too far eh but it's okay. Then hopefully Friday/Saturday will be spent with darling Ira. Haha AWWW darling. Don't know about the date I have with B yet.. Could be happening, could not be cos he's not too sure himself whether he'll be having guard duty or not.
Cooking spaghetti tmr! :) I feel super hardworking nowadays o.O

Pretty much sums up my day. Brunch at Pizza Hut (NOT MY MOTHER PAY ONE HOR! Anyway, Pizza Hut pon boleh tahan murah). I had BBQ Chicken Pizza, finally! The other day when I had my Pizza Hut date with ___, I didn't get to eat BBQ Chicken :( How sadz. Finally satisfied my craving for it heh heh. Intensive dieting starts tmr! Have already bought Blood Orange & Carrot Juice! Gonna try to buy yoghurt and have it for breakfast with.. something. For lunch, it's gonna be salad :) Don't know if it's gonna be salad again for dinner. Maybe I'll skip dinner like I always do.

Next family chalet will be in March. I don't think there's much planning to be done bcos we've done it before right guys? It's all about saving up for the price of the food, list of items needed etc. Can't wait! HEHE. Siapa sponsor?! NOT ME HAHAHA I WANT TO HAVE FUN ONLYYYY.

Okay am off to watch TV! Twilight's on Star Movies :) :) Edward Cullen♥

Still not fucking happy with you and Izzat. Why tell Izzat in the first place?! You know what type of person he is right, cunning, not trustworthy. You know it yourself. When he broke up with his ex girlfriend, he went around telling the whole world that she's not a virgin etc. When he got "ditched" by his date, he did the same thing, tell the whole world her darkest secrets. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING OF ALFA?! YOU KNOW IZZAT CAN'T KEEP SECRETS, SO WHY IN THE FUCKING WORLD DID YOU TELL HIM EVERY SINGLE THING?!

People share with you their problems because they trust you. The last thing they expect is for you to let your problems known to the whole world.

Izzat, what goes around comes around. I hope you will have a taste of your own medicine soon. Next time, before you open your mouth to bitch with your group of friends, think of the consequences first. Just bcos we're girls, doesn't mean we can't or won't fight back. You are so fucking wrong.

Haha whoever who wants to date Izzat, just be careful uh, don't tell him your secrets cos he's bound to reveal them to his group of friends when you ditch him or vice versa :)

Hands down, you win Alfa. I give up. Please, after tonight, stop contacting me. Stop trying to be friendly with me. Stop. I've had enough. You're the cause of everything. From me arguing with my mother most of the time to me being the "talk of the town" among you and your friend. I really give up. Why can't you respect that I need privacy? Why must you tell Izzat what happened between us? Make it sound like as though I'm one fucking heartless monster, hurting you all the time? Who's hurting who Alfa? Do you know that Izzat has been telling people (God knows how many) stuffs about me? He's been making it sound like as though I'm driving you crazy, like I'm the cause of you smoking etc (cb, yang ni sumpah merepek. Kau ni isap rokok ke isap konek, tu kau nya pasal eh. Jangan babitkan aku sudah eh. Favour), and now what, I've been going around telling EVERYONE that I don't love you? Eh hello, first, why would I be so proud and tell the whole fucking world that I no longer love you? Kirakan achievement ah? Second, why is he acting like as though I dumped him? Why is he more affected than you are? Seems like to me that you and Izzat can't respect girls.

I hope you're having fun at Zoukout. Hah, main purpose of going to Zoukout's to find new girls right? Happy fucking them girls :)

And please, don't come crying, apologising etc. I'M OVER YOU AND YOUR SWEET TALKS!

I've eyebags. I've a wide face. I've fats on my face. But I'm doing nothing bout it. I should quit complaining and start doing something about it already. I've put aside $30 for me to buy Ginvera Green Tea facial products heh heh heh. I heard it's a miracle product. CHEH. Don't need to be so dramatic please Hana.

I've been typing and backspacing since the start of this entry. HA HA HA. I am totally bored right now. Went to Ya Kun Kaya Toast (AFFORDABLE PLACE HOR!) this morning with Mom and siblings for breakfast. Wanted to go to Secret Recipe but HAHAHA we forever with our "takut nanti orang nampak uh" so we decided to eat at YKKT instead :) I don't mind eating cheap food (or food for those who are broke etc), as long as I'm with my loved ones ^-^v So sweet kan HEHEHE.

I guess I'll be rotting today. No plans cos I is so pathetic like that. Ada kawan pon macam takde kawan. But it's okay. I need to make more new friends. And I miss Akyo. God, that little fella. Was watching the preview channel last night (was MTV btw) and Take That's Rule The World was playing. Reminded me of that rascal ): So cuteeee!!

OKAY BAI BAI I SHALL TAKE A NAP NOW.

If I find out the person who's been passing around my e-mail address, that person is gonna be fucked upside down, I swear. Nbcb, nothing better to do is it, pass around people's e-mail address? Sure, I can just reject the add bla3, but don't you think that it's irritating + fishy that 3 NS guys add you all on the same day? And they have the same "I can't remember how I added you" excuse?

On a lighter note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!♥ I love you so much. No one can ever replace you. You've been the nicest Mom anyone can ever have in this whole wide world. You stood by us, took good care of us, bought us stuffs even when you know you're broke, brought us to places to eat (which at some point of time got people talking), you never looked down on us (e.g. when one of us didn't really manage to make it to Express stream. Mothers who look down on their children ought to die. Seriously, shame on you?). You showed us what love's supposed to be! I wish you all the best in whatever you do :) May Allah bless you and semoga Allah panjangkan umur Ibu <3